I know I should not question God but after our 12am to 6am shift this morning I cannot help doing it. As I mentioned in an earlier post this shift is my favorite shift but it is my hardest shift. The terrian is easy, sleep is not an issue even though we have had very little, our pace was nice and steady and my body felt really good. The reason this ride is difficult is because of the emotions I go through. This is the shift when we ride in honor of and in memory of our friends and family. Our team lines up two by two and sometimes 3 by 3 and we call out the names of the people we want to memorialize. Keith, our medic, who is a cancer survivor (brain and testicular) himself, got out of the bus and rode with us for this part of the ride. We put Jeni, also a cancer survior (melanoma) even though its a continuous battle for her (160 surgeries and more to come) and Keith in the front to start our ride out. Keith called out a name on the radio and we rode in silence for that person for a little while then Jeni would call out a name and we would ride for that person then they would rotate to the back then it was Scotts turn, Martha Laura’s turn, my turn, Ashley’s turn, Dawn’s turn who was driving the team vehicle in front of us then Jeff’s turn who was driving the bus behind us. After we all called out a name and rotated around we would start over and do it again and again and again and again. This went on for over 4 hours. I struggled keeping my emotions in check as I called out my dad, mom, grandfather, uncles, aunts, cousins and friends. I have 43 names on my In Memory arm warmer alone. I have 39 names on my In Honor arm warmer. The hardest part of this mornings ride is when Dawn did her list. She is an oncology nurse at the Cleveland Clinic on the childrens floor. She is an angel in my eyes. She read names of children who she has cared for and told us their name, age and type of cancer. Her list went on and on until Jeni and I asked her to stop because we were so over taken with emotions that we could not ride safely. We had to pull over and I just lost it. All I could think about is what if she called one of my boys names or an neice or nephew or a neighbors child. How could I deal with that? Why does God do that to a child? She read the names and ages of children younger than 2 years old. Why? Why? Why?
Jeni’s husband, Tom and Justina from Purple Power who transiton with our team started their shift an hour or so early so Tom and Jeni could do their family and friends together and ended with their list with their daughter Nicole and Jeni herself. It was sweet seeing them riding ahead of us holding hands.
We also did a memory sprint for our friend Perry Lyles. Perry did the Challenge to Conquer Cancer in 2009 and was a wonderful human being and one of those guys who you immediately became good friends with. Perry passed away 19 months ago of an enlarged heart. Jeni led the sprint out then I took over and Scott finished it up. I am not so happy with Perry right now though because my legs are paying for that sprint right now.
I have enjoyed the time with my team. We are all having a good time and getting along great. I was able to talk to all my boys yesterday before they went to bed. As he has done everytime I talk to him, Reed ask about every team and how they are doing. “How is mommy’s and Brandons team doing, who are they again Polka Dots? How are Miss Donna and Miss Beth and the rest of the Yellow Bonkers? Is Miss Justina and the Purple Power team doing well? Where is Miss Kerrie’s team, Livelong, what does that mean? I thought it was LiveStrong.”
Wait…I take back what I said about us all getting along. I am now mad at Scott for making fun of me again on how long it takes me to write on our blog. I do recall he did the same to me last year so this may be the end for us. So taken me 1-1/2 hours to write this post is that really a big deal. All we are doing is driving to Crokett, TX and doing Mad Libs.
I guess I will pass the computer to Scott so he can finally write on this blog since all he has done in the car is play with his new I-phone 4 with a high definition screen.
Thanks everyone for your support and following us on our journey. Next shift, 6am – 12 noon. We may see some sunshine.






